Beyond the horizon. Beyond the rainbow. Beyond the colours and the clouds. Beyond everything you can see. Beyond it all.
Bon Voyage | Tuesday, September 19, 2006
I'm leaving tomorrow. I'm leaving for 5 months. I didnt actually mention it before but my new job requires me to work on board a ship, hence all the Fire Fighting and Personal Survival Skills Training. No no..not gonna be a sailor.
Me , a Sailor ? Debbie a Sailor ??? hahaha me in a sailor uniform...like Popeye ?? HAHAHA eh the uniform is kinda cute ler... ok ok but somehow i think being a Pirate would be more fun!!
Now being a stole away on board of a Pirate Ship....with a Pirate like Johnny Depp and Orlando Bloom...hmmm..now that wouldnt be such a bad idea! hahaha ... ok i know Jack Sparrow..oops i mean Captain Jack Sparrow doesnt exactly have all his teeth in tact...or the fact that he is a real cunning guy... but i still think he is kinda sexy! hahaha
note to self : stop reading romance novels with pirates as the lead.
where was i ?? oh yeah , so i will be leaving tomorrow. Its been hell of a over whelming few weeks. First with the news im gonna work aboard a ship then come the news of my Mum's surgery. Its everything all in one go. no spaces to stop at all.
Just really glad Mum is doing ok now. Thank God. And i am sure she will be on a road to full recovery very very soon. Mum is abit relunctant to let me go. On one hand she is saying " Go go..this is a good experience " then today she said " If you're not happy..you come home immediately ok. " or " If its difficult...its a tough job..you come back home immediately. "
Thats not gonna happened i hope. Gonna need to be stronger than that.
Dad has been supportive all the while. He has that... Go and Explore the World but Be Safe kinda attitude.
Sis is missing me already. Been repeating telling me that she misses me.
Yeah yeah Jie..i know you will miss me..i will miss you alot too la doink.
Bro ? hehehe I think he might try to sell off my car! LOL...hehe He might deny it but he is gonna miss me too!!
I am soooo gonna miss EVERYBODY. Especially Mummy and Daddy and everyone at Home. Good thing i do occasionally get to go off shore when the ship is here. Still , gonna miss them loads!!!
Wonder if i'll meet some really good looking men in Navy Uniforms. Did i ever mention it before, i have a soft spots for Men in Uniforms - Navy Uniforms to be exact. Think " An Officer and a Gentleman " Richard Gere - Navy Uniform. Clean White Uniforms. Navy Hat/Beret whatever that thing is called. hmm...nice. very nice.
Ok ok...back to reality. I hope i will be able to cope . Never been away from my family for so such a long time before. am i able to cope ????? sigh
geez..im such a wuss. coward. alot of What Ifs are popping in my head. what if i get too homesick ? what if i dont like it ?? what if i miss having my feet on solid ground ??? what if i miss my bed too much ?????
I am trying to be positive here. I hope i like it. I think i will be able to cope. I will be able to not only learn many new things but experience many new adventure. isnt this what i have always wanted ?????
OK ok...my bags arent fully packed yet. a lil of everything everywhere. sigh I need to go to KLIA first, need to fly to Singapore before boarding the ship there.
I am sooo gonna miss my FAMILY. snnniiiffffffffffffff i told myself i am not gonna cry. hehehe i will not cry. snifff....sniffff......
Im gonna try to update my blog whenever i can. i hope. Will miss you guys here as well.
Wish me Luck ya all!! See you guys in after 5 months!
Name: A Narrator Age: 28 years has passed - surviving still
~ Nothing is ever what it seems ~
Nothing is ever where its at ~
Do not presume anything ~
Do not judge ~
Be prepared ~
Expect the unexpected ~
Look beyond the horizon ~
Look beyond the colours ~
Ask if you must ~
Watch if you want ~
Listen if you need ~
Seek and perhaps you shall find
Loves
* Love My Parents *
* Love My Sister & Her Husband *
* Love My Brother & His Wife *
* Love to listen Music *
* Love to watch Movies *
* Love to Read *
* Love to Shop *
* Love to Travel*
* Love to Blog *
* Love to take pictures *
* Love Shakespeare's work *
* Love Michael Buble *
* Loved My Dog - Lucky*
Loathes
+ Hate Liars +
+ Hate Pretenders +
+ Hate Hypocrites +
+ Hate Amphibians +
+ Hate Reptiles +
+ Hate Hot Weathers +
+ Hate being in a crowded places +
+ Hate driving behind very slow ppl +
+ Hate Not being able to do what i really want to +