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Lost..... | Wednesday, August 15, 2007


So many things has happened while i was away.

I am back now but it seems that i have missed so many things.
The good and the bad.
I dont know how i should feel about all these.


Believe it or not, a part of me misses the ship life. Why ???? sigh
When you're onboard - everything happens so quickly. so fast. hours seems like minutes and minutes seems like seconds.
Time flies.
I experienced so much onboard - the good , the bad & the ugly. yes i did.

A part of me really would like to give it another shot.
Perhaps with a different company just to get the feel. Compare the differences.
This time i would be smarter.......

A part of me is really glad that at long last, i am finally home.
I am so out of touch with so many things back on land. So im happy to be finally back.And yet because i was away for so long, i felt a little alienated.....


So much has happened to me while onboard.
Happy things.
Sad things........
I dont know whether to be happy about it or really sad................there are things i regretted doing and there are things i wished i did do it.....OMG...isnt it annoying.
Typical of me right!
Always wanting what i cant have....always regretting what i did or did not do....always this and always that...

Sometimes I irritate myself.....i get annoyed with myself......

Sometimes i just wanna stay in bed all day....stay in my room all day.....stay away from people.....away....

see....so fickle minded...i dont even know where this blog is heading......
it started with me wanting to dedicate a page to my darling dog - Lucky. But i just couldnt write it out......ended with the jumble of nonsense.......




i wanna go to sleep now.
i wanna go to dreamland.
i wanna go where no man has gone before ----- eh ???????

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