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Routines...... | Saturday, November 03, 2007


Its been a month already since i started my new job.
Its all about routines, well in some ways i suppose life is just a routine.

i wake up......shower.......dress up......go to work......get stuck in a never ending jam......reach workplace......do almost the exact same thing everyday......get off work......get stuck in another never ending jam......reach home........sigh

sometimes i wished that there was more to life than hust this....and yet at times i am afraid to venture out of my safety zone.......try out new things......im such a coward

guess im having one of those gloomy depressing day when there really isnt anything gloomy or depressing at all......


sometimes i just sit and wonder.......im 27 and this is all that i have accomplished.......there must be more.......but what ???????

i am already 27. it has got to be better than this.............you read...see...hear about how other people who are your age or younger or just a year or two older.....you learnt about what they have achieve in their lifetime and you wonder about your own


sometimes i feel that " Hey...im not doing too shabby....im doing well for my age...." - well that was how i was thinking and feeling .
but not anymore....


suddenly i feel old.......i sometimes wish i could turn back time

i miss being back in the ship.....i miss the environment.....i miss my friends....i miss the experiences i had then........
when i was on the ship, i miss home so much. i miss my mum n dad n sis n bro n sis-in-law n my lucky.....i miss so much
and yet now i miss the ship

when i was on the ship....i was away from so many things....things that i love and missed......and yet now being away from the ship, i am constantly thinking about it.
and the fact that i know i am not returning to it, makes me miss it even more.

i know the real reasons why i miss the ship........i just cant bring myself to say it.......too many reasons......its all good and bad........argh i dont know whats wrong
its not just some of the people but i experienced so much on the ship, i miss being able to do that again..........


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