Beyond the horizon. Beyond the rainbow. Beyond the colours and the clouds. Beyond everything you can see. Beyond it all.
Routines...... | Saturday, November 03, 2007
Its been a month already since i started my new job. Its all about routines, well in some ways i suppose life is just a routine. i wake up......shower.......dress up......go to work......get stuck in a never ending jam......reach workplace......do almost the exact same thing everyday......get off work......get stuck in another never ending jam......reach home........sigh sometimes i wished that there was more to life than hust this....and yet at times i am afraid to venture out of my safety zone.......try out new things......im such a coward guess im having one of those gloomy depressing day when there really isnt anything gloomy or depressing at all...... sometimes i just sit and wonder.......im 27 and this is all that i have accomplished.......there must be more.......but what ??????? i am already 27. it has got to be better than this.............you read...see...hear about how other people who are your age or younger or just a year or two older.....you learnt about what they have achieve in their lifetime and you wonder about your own sometimes i feel that " Hey...im not doing too shabby....im doing well for my age...." - well that was how i was thinking and feeling . but not anymore.... suddenly i feel old.......i sometimes wish i could turn back time i miss being back in the ship.....i miss the environment.....i miss my friends....i miss the experiences i had then........ when i was on the ship, i miss home so much. i miss my mum n dad n sis n bro n sis-in-law n my lucky.....i miss so much and yet now i miss the ship when i was on the ship....i was away from so many things....things that i love and missed......and yet now being away from the ship, i am constantly thinking about it. and the fact that i know i am not returning to it, makes me miss it even more. i know the real reasons why i miss the ship........i just cant bring myself to say it.......too many reasons......its all good and bad........argh i dont know whats wrong its not just some of the people but i experienced so much on the ship, i miss being able to do that again..........
Name: A Narrator Age: 28 years has passed - surviving still
~ Nothing is ever what it seems ~
Nothing is ever where its at ~
Do not presume anything ~
Do not judge ~
Be prepared ~
Expect the unexpected ~
Look beyond the horizon ~
Look beyond the colours ~
Ask if you must ~
Watch if you want ~
Listen if you need ~
Seek and perhaps you shall find
Loves
* Love My Parents *
* Love My Sister & Her Husband *
* Love My Brother & His Wife *
* Love to listen Music *
* Love to watch Movies *
* Love to Read *
* Love to Shop *
* Love to Travel*
* Love to Blog *
* Love to take pictures *
* Love Shakespeare's work *
* Love Michael Buble *
* Loved My Dog - Lucky*
Loathes
+ Hate Liars +
+ Hate Pretenders +
+ Hate Hypocrites +
+ Hate Amphibians +
+ Hate Reptiles +
+ Hate Hot Weathers +
+ Hate being in a crowded places +
+ Hate driving behind very slow ppl +
+ Hate Not being able to do what i really want to +