Beyond the horizon. Beyond the rainbow. Beyond the colours and the clouds. Beyond everything you can see. Beyond it all.
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Past..... | Wednesday, August 13, 2008
sometimes i find life is at such a stagnant stage
not moving forward not moving backward not moving at all
i have a terrible habit. horrible horrible habit. i am constantly thinking back of the past. not that its such a bad thing, but at times i recall things that missed soooo much.....people that i missed sooooo very much some memories are fondly recalled....it gives me a warm cozy feeling......and yet some hurts.
and yet when i recall these erm so called memories, at the same time i blame myself.....thinking i should have done it this way instead of that.....or i shouldnt have succumb to it or that i should have been more something something.......arghh whenever these "memories" pop to my mind - it lingers. i usually need to give myself a real good shake - as to literally shake it out of my head - and i do literally shake my head......sigh
i think these past is holding onto me or rather im holding onto the past....in a way preventing me from moving forward. im not sure why......i believe that unconsciously, i am holding on to myself......i think i am unable to overcome my own worse enemy.....
MYSELF
im constantly saying :-
i want to move forward. i want to explore more. i want more.....
im constantly saying that im waiting for the right window to open...THAT right one to just atleast be slightly ajar so that i can peep into it. but at the same time, am i closing up some of the windows or doors that was open to me ??? arghhh i drive myself bananas sometimes!!
Name: A Narrator Age: 28 years has passed - surviving still
~ Nothing is ever what it seems ~
Nothing is ever where its at ~
Do not presume anything ~
Do not judge ~
Be prepared ~
Expect the unexpected ~
Look beyond the horizon ~
Look beyond the colours ~
Ask if you must ~
Watch if you want ~
Listen if you need ~
Seek and perhaps you shall find
Loves
* Love My Parents *
* Love My Sister & Her Husband *
* Love My Brother & His Wife *
* Love to listen Music *
* Love to watch Movies *
* Love to Read *
* Love to Shop *
* Love to Travel*
* Love to Blog *
* Love to take pictures *
* Love Shakespeare's work *
* Love Michael Buble *
* Loved My Dog - Lucky*
Loathes
+ Hate Liars +
+ Hate Pretenders +
+ Hate Hypocrites +
+ Hate Amphibians +
+ Hate Reptiles +
+ Hate Hot Weathers +
+ Hate being in a crowded places +
+ Hate driving behind very slow ppl +
+ Hate Not being able to do what i really want to +